I am about to narrate the story of a man whose world is about to crumble, but I have told him to be patient. However, he won’t listen as he has vowed to take a forbidden step if his desires are not granted. What must have prompted him to express himself in this manner? I would express all that he said without prejudice, but I will try and shorten my paragraphs for the convenience of the audience. Yet, he clamored again,” my world is about to crumble, who will save me?


Well, there is a need for me to appreciate God, my family, and my friends. Especially God for his good notions towards me maybe someday I might see him, till then let me express carefully so that you will post on your blog.

Why am I behind? Why is my life miserable? What’s happening to me? Am I taking the wrong steps? I am diligent, yet nothing. Have I, offended someone? Am I cursed? I have been trying to meet up, but I am still behind. But why?

I have become the last, I hope this is not Ichabod(the glory of God has departed from Israel). Where is my glory? Where is my hope? Why is God silent? Oh God kindly assist me, if not, let thy will be done. Now, what’s on my mind is suicide so that I may see you if possible. I hope suicide won’t lead me to hell. Yet, I pray I make heaven.

Don’t see me as an ingrate, but if one compares too much it weakens such an individual. Remember, this has led some to quit and end their life and it has also led some to ignite their life, people are created in different ways and perspectives, it depends on the forum you are. Howbeit, my life is in the struggle. But why?

There is a difference between agony and pain. There is a difference between heart and mind. It has grown from pain to agony, my mind is lost and the heart is pumping too fast. Yet, who will rescue me? They said a problem shared is a problem solved, but not in this contemporary society where some villainous people are expecting your downfall. I hope God will rescue me?

Why is that the good things I have done are not valued? Is it a normal criterion of this world that good things should be castigated? Maybe, it is an attempt to provoke the kindhearted ones to deviate from the right part. If that should be the case, what is the fate of these truthful ones? Will they not be honored on this earth? Or it’s in heaven they will be rewarded?

I am confused, even those I trust still use my past to hurt me, in such a way that they would start mentioning things they have done for me. Well, I know this is part of life. As a matter of fact, there is no way they won’t ask for it either directly or indirectly. It is as if my main purpose is besmirched, or is it not? Yet, I must continue to strive till my time is up because that is what life is all about.

Where do I proceed to when I haven’t seen life yet? It looks like everything isn’t functioning I have become an amateur who is trying to retrace his or her background. My world is about to crumble and this is not a joke. Soon, you will understand all these words I have been saying, but if it’s God’s wish for me to live so be it. I strongly believe that God is good.

If it is so, will God allow me to die without fulfilling my purposes? I know he’s not wicked, but life is complicated. What more can I say? Everything is about the struggle, it is as if the essence of this world is suffering. At this point, I would cease my thoughts at least I have expressed some things that have been bothering me, but I would end these thoughts below:

Everything moves as if there is nothing happening, desperation has led many into a “fake life” as they want to trend like others, but they have forgotten that” he who wants to be famous or popular must offer an unending sacrifice“. Depression makes one think deeply about some issues especially if you think,” this is not supposed to happen to me“. Hence, your hidden thoughts will be ignited.


The previous expression is just a free notification to the audience. Finally, I appreciate Akinrulie Opeyemi for helping me to package these thoughts. In addition, I think life is like a game, so I need to play the best I can. Well, I have a lot to say, but I hope God has not forgotten. Till then, I pray I make heaven.


There are different stages of life we must face, our struggles are different that is why we react to things in different ways. The essence of mankind is to create his own happiness in this world but remember happiness is not free. How? If happiness is free it shouldn’t appeal to something it should just be, not in this contemporary society where something must be the source of your happiness. Hence, find the thing that gives you joy.

As a matter of fact, the world is not a place to be. If that is the case, then, there must be a place to be, yet we must keep working and pushing someday the reality will be shown to us. Frustration and depression can make one utter some negative comments about oneself, howbeit, whenever you are downcast look at the mirror and say;

“I know I will make it.

I know I will be successful.

Nothing can stop me.”





Kindly follow each line with scrutiny. Don’t jump into conclusion so easily, if not, you will lose some crucial points. When life gets miserable for you suicide shouldn’t be an option. I would like the readers to relax and read this article. As a matter of fact, I would make the paragraphs short and informative for proper understanding.


Life, why are you tired? You know mankind would miss you. You know you are lively, but at times you prefer to be silent when the wicked ones are at work, in addition, you even prefer to extend their existence in this world. Why? Who gave you that mentality? God? Man? Or it’s a normal thing? You have created a disastrous paradigm that is beyond your capacity. In other words, life has been clamoring with the usage of these words: As ‘LIFE’ speaks ;

I am life and I am alive, soon I would depart from this world because mankind has offended me. I would only pardon those who are using me fruitfully, I would also extend my stay in this world as I am also a stranger like mankind. Don’t be dismayed I think there’s life after death. Hence, if there is no life after death, why is death compulsory and prominent? If that should be the case, I am life I would die, but I would be recalled when the time comes. As a matter of fact,to die is for man,to live is for life.


What meaning does life give? Tell me, some would say,”let’s have hope” even hope is tired of mankind because she has become a common request. What a pity! I am not writing this to question God, but it’s very pertinent to note that those who blaspheme Him are under a systematic transformation may be they would beg repentance to win their hearts. Hence,God won’t inform eternity that He’s coming.

I am not the only one imagining this thought, I think life has no meaning. If she has a meaning please kindly tell me. I know you would say, so far I am alive I should be thankful and grateful for the gift of life. A gift accompanied by the world of wickedness? A gift where some won’t taste the goodness of life till they die? A gift where it is said that we must pay the price of our forefathers with our lives? Life has taken man as a comedian while man is tragic, life is laughing.

What is the meaning of life? For the ‘wealthy and healthy’ life should continue and if there is a way they can bribe eternity they are willing to pay any amount, we should be happy that eternity is hidden. For those who are depressed coupled with the agony they are experiencing within, their assertion would be,”life has no meaning.

As I put it,” when life is not giving you good things you tend to assume you are the only one in this world. you feel depressed and dejected, thinking about different things associated with sadness. When life decides to show her identity she would appear in a bad mood, but how you tend to handle it matters. As a writer, I can proffer solutions indirectly through my dexterity, yet life has no meaning to some.

Remember: I am only expressing my thoughts perspectively, and if you think life has meaning, then ask life to tell you her mission, she would tell you that she’s also a visitor. If I should think from morning till night it won’t change the fact that no one would get out of life alive. Hence, Life is aware, yet she gives hope to people. Deceit or truth?

As you know, not every one that laughs is happy. In other words, when happiness is not permitted to flow internally you tend to fake the laughter, and this kills so fast. As some would say,’happiness is free’. Let me address this popular saying­čĹç:

Truth be told, happiness is free. But happiness is freedom so there is no need for one to say, happiness is free. What do I mean? Happiness has her own freedom, if you say happiness is free she might feel ridiculed because she’s everywhere it’s left to you to decide.

If life should depart from this world, what would happen? who would replace her? There is one particular feeling about life which some human beings feel it should be corrected, as for them,life has compromised by not sharing equality as wished by some men,and this has made life to be on the run.

Akinrulie Opeyemi purports, I think it’s not necessary that life should have a meaning in as much as she has people within her capacity who can utilize her,then, why are some people thinking it’s the responsibility of life to give them a meaning? If life should give you a meaning, what would be your responsibility?

He argues further, let me tell you this, I hope you would understand the main establishment of this world. When you listen carefully to everything on earth you would know that life is about to end her existence, not in the concept of individualism, but collectively it’s a price ,whether you pay it or not,it would be paid on your behalf.

In other words, life is not helping you by extending your existence, she’s just reminding you that you have a little time to discover and exhibit what has been deposited in you. You are meant to give life a meaning, life won’t bother herself, what she does is to bring challenges to your ways deliberately so that when you have acquired you would know how to utilize yourself judiciously.

I hope I am not going too far in this stride,what I have been trying to say is that,rather than focusing on this subject matter : LIFE ON THE RUN. Surely, the subject matter would be for everyone at the end,but emphasising on life and her departure would leave a footprint of laziness on your mind,it would bring a depressive thought and create an irrelevant jejune within the context of your thinking.

Don’t think about life too much, if you do,she would kill you unknowingly. Remember these words below:

I beseech you to be good to one another whether life is on the run or not. ‘Evil ‘is a concept created to corrupt ‘good’. When you are good several attempts would be waged just to give you commotions and discrepancies. What would be your next move? Go on the run with life or stay with life and utilize her? As you know the world is not a better place for some while it is ,for some people ,in order for them to be wicked ,and cause villainous events . You can’t pray for their repentance they are called ,”the pharaohs” because of their adamant hearts.——–(Akinrulie Opeyemi)



I want to give thanks to God for His guidance over my life. I also want to thank my family for their support. I will also use this opportunity to thank my friends and those who have been reading my articles, however, it’s only God who can justify mankind. It’s not the case that I am going to die soon because I know the readers might have been provoked by the topic. Don’t be afraid it’s just a thought radiating on my mind,afterall death is compulsory, but when someone dies at a very tender age people tend to pity the departure of such an individual.

If I die, what would happen? Who would cry for me? Am I an icon? Would the world be on vacation because of me? Would I be accepted by God? All these few questions are not for me maybe when I am gone the story will be told and he who is worthy would speak. I have tried to erase all my thoughts in order for me to start all over, time can’t be reversed she’s only programmed to obey the creator.

Some people want to live till eternity as they are looking for ways to rejuvenate themselves, but no matter how desperate they are to immortalize themselves the pillars of this world will fail them. It’s the fact, who can run away from the truth? Let tears be forgotten when I am gone, don’t be sad because in the end you will embrace happiness and you will continue your journey, so act what you will do later. Or can you cry forever? If I die you don’t need to honour me, let’s meet at the right place after this world, if there is. Don’t be annoyed my mind is too rigorous

I know death is not friendly and it’s not something one can joke with, but I can’t hide what’s real. For how long are we going to run away from what would defeat us one day?

Let me reflect on the past and think about how I am going to restructure my life and give her another meaning. There is no time to penelopize rather I will ignite several ways to normalize my life, what path and part should I take? It’s not the case that I am confused on this notion, but I need to express what is bothering me as a writer whose job is to express with sagacity and allow the readers to think and create their own thoughts. Remember this
It’s a pity that one day I would depart from this world, but it would be appropriate to leave at a very old age. Who am I to determine my end? I can only appeal for an extension like Hezekiah maybe it will be granted. Hmm, we laugh and rejoice. We dance and learn different things. We make friends and enemies. In the end, it would be same death, different death and different locations.

Open your mind and imagine what I have been expressing, think deeply and let your mind be plain, that is why I have assumed the character as usual in order for you to understand,”IF I DIE”. Nothing would be left, how I wish I could carry my belongings with me, but only my character would follow me and I would see souls who have been in the world as assumed.

What is the essence of the world when we know that death would predominate in the end? We seek power that would eventually bring us down, we tend to deceive people thinking death is not coming soon. Let me tell you this: every moment of your life is about death, death doesn’t call before she takes.

I know I am a stranger in this world, however, this implies that there is another place greater than this world. I have thought of many things to escape this penalty called ‘death’. You are not exempted, because someday you would realize and feel it. We can’t escape it.

Depression in happiness is the same thing as sadness, no doubt this is frustrating and paining. It’s a battle between progress and regress as I put it: death comes suddenly, some people tend to force death to take them through suicide, assisted suicide or euthanasia (mercy killing), but whether we like it or not it would come. There is no time to express more, but if there is a need for you to ask questions I will be glad to attend to them, in this case, kindly keep this as a record in as much as we don’t know what tomorrow will yield. Before I bring this short aphorism to a close kindly see this below:

Never pay evil for evil, only good can shun evil. It’s very vital to understand how life works, I hope we would understand the encrypted journey the world holds, nonetheless, even if evil would shun evil it’s for some time, in the end, good is still the owner of the throne.

If I die today. If you die today , what would be the next thing? A life of struggles which connotes sudden death.




 Truth be told, one needs to check his or her body system regularly, if not, a strange mayhem might occur without any notification. My thinking is too strong, especially  when it comes to morality, metaphysics, knowledge. Etc. It’s as if my mind has been furnished with an unending thought. I hope my randomized mayhem will be heard. – – Akinrulie Opeyemi Joshua. 



 Where is my hope? Where is my joy and happiness? Where is the world of euphoria I once dreamed  about? Where are my visions which I have encrypted for my personal consumption? I left intelligence in order to be myopic so that I can gain an unending knowledge, yet I was attacked by the world of mediocrity because she thought I know whereas I am just like an empty vessel willing to subject myself to something profitable. 

   I thought happiness will be forever, I thought every weapon will be useful in a battle, so I carried all,not knowing that all those weapons are invalid. I sat on the ground because I wore a white garment, so that people will fall for my humility. I am only putting myself in the shoes of  some people, but I wouldn’t know if this will align with their thoughts. It was named an express road not because it’s free, but it’s a planned suicide. I am feeling somehow only God knows my next move, may be He has predestined what I Will become. 

   I have not ended my story I know it’s not interesting, but please kindly follow it. Unhappiness is a bad teacher, she will make you to be happy publicly, and interiorly you will be dying. What life have I chosen? I am just writing with my instinct, but I hope it won’t fail me, I hope I will be able to survive this race. I hope hope will not revert herself, I hope she will continue to give me hope to keep  hoping. I have tried my best, I have diligently embraced hardwork, when will it yield the necessary fruits? 

   Even those that are dreaming have realized their dreams despite the fact that visions are real. Is it not better to be a dreamer than a seer? The essence of everything is, to accomplish a particular goal, or am I not right? Mind you, when I Speak I don’t introduce a religious way of thinking except if it is related to religion. If all my  thoughts are related to immorality I would have been the most famous celebrity on earth, I speak about morality only the few ones hear my solo expressions. A society that is infected with an omen immorality will cherish their companions. 

   If my thinking is shallow, how come my thoughts aren’t affected? One day I stood at the middle of an ocean I thought deeply to the extent that I wanted to cross to the other side, but I was cautioned with  a simple question : why should I? Honestly, what sense will it make if I should cross? The establishment of the other side might be fair and unfair,I would have gone there myself, but it’s a one way decision. My tears can’t be wiped even the towel given me couldn’t rescue my tears, what else is left? Whether it is real or not, it will surely come to pass. What reality do I have? What position will I find myself in this contemporary age? 

  I shouldn’t pity myself rather I should keep moving. There will be no bus stop, but let’s reason together : if my life has no bus stop, how will I evaluate myself? That is, if my life is going without an end,I will be purposeless, don’t you think so? Kindly put yourself in this scenario. The common thing is, the society will watch you until time has passed before drawing their conclusions. A life of individualism which no one is ready to gaze at you. I wish I could stop how I think, I wish I could be gentle like God, but the human nature won’t allow me. 

  I have furnaced my thoughts , I have decided to follow the wrong path in order to deceive them,not knowing that there is a right path within. As a matter of fact, when the merriment is over the only  scene that will be seen is, an individual, no body will be available to safe or save you. I hope my mayhem is not too long, I hope you not disappointed, I know this is not sensible, but kindly accept it. Yet, I am still walking in the corridor of many assumptions which I hope they will get me to the land of fruition. What essence will it be if my thinking is dormant? What progress will you make if you are under the canopy of inactive thinking? 

   If I should decide to proceed without involving myself, how is it going to be like? Is that really possible? This is a war within which everyone has. In a nutshell, I don’t want to go too far, I want it to be short always,so that it won’t be tiring, the fact will always remain whether it is or it’s not. I have spoken randomly, so as to touch every area, but as soon as the reading culture has been upgraded from RED to GREEN, I will elongate my articles. The mayhem can only be solved by you and mine can only be solved by me, not the society. 


No chance to express deeply, when I write I am so cautious that is why I make whatever I want to say to be short and precise. I have randomized my thoughts in the shape of reality, I hope all these will pave a way for you. I will see you in the next chapter of a written life. – – Akinrulie Opeyemi Joshua. 

            TO BE CONTINUED…. 







     Have you defined your purpose? 

   This shouldn’t be a strange topic, I am sure you are familiar with it. Why am I on earth? Why are you on earth? Perhaps, age can be a number, but it’s like a time that can’t be reverted. In other words, the actuality of the term ‘age’ can’t be reduced, but it must definitely increase. As time approaches, you must ask yourself the main reason why earth has chosen you. As a matter of fact, I am not exempted from this relevant question : why am I on earth? I have been thinking for several years, even insanity has become a normalcy. Let me say this fact, anyone who tries to think outside God will definitely run mad, this is not a curse. A trial will convince you. 

      Only if you were there when the world was created. At times, I speak as if there are no words again, but the most interesting thing is that, I free myself to thoughts so that they can express themselves because words also speak. If you have realized your purpose, this doesn’t mean it’s achievable. That is, there is a clear difference between “purpose and achievement”. Purpose is easy, but achievement is difficult. I hope I am plain in my expressions, I am just trying to invigorate my morale as regards my purpose on earth may be, I have lost it, who knows? If ‘why’ is not important, then purpose won’t be discovered. 

   ” Well and truly, competition won’t take mankind anywhere, it will only strengthen disagreement between people. It is very pertinent to note that, the question, ‘why am I on earth?’ is not a common watchword. It appears when suffering becomes deep.” – – Akinrulie Opeyemi Joshua. 

    I have only created this platform to ignite your purpose because of the confusion on earth which we see everyday. I would have decided to conceal this thought, but the essence of life is learning.
´┐╝´┐╝     The aging concept of life will serve as a reminder. If I am on earth to participate in some things, the question is, have I concluded those things? It seems life is unfair, but it is not the case, because life is only fulfilling her destiny. I am putting myself in this scenario, you must also do the same by imagining yourself in the concept of reasoning : why am I on earth? I am not the first person to talk about this, and I won’t be the last person to do so. I want to be successful. I want to move around in wealth. I don’t want to suffer at all, but I realized that suffering must be included. If that should be the case, how about those discovering their purpose without suffering? Yet, they have discovered their purpose while on earth. 

  Has that solved the reason? Why are you on earth? Yes, I know God created us, but His creative dexterity can be seen as a true meaning of purpose. Now, here is my argument : If God has a purpose, and He gave mankind a purpose. Why is man still doubting his creation as regards his purpose? Man should know that he will report when the time comes, he can’t hide. Let’s understand one thing, there is nothing like ‘born by mistake’. If God can’t mistakes, then your creation has a purpose. 

   As a matter of fact, I am making those paragraphs to be direct and simple for the purpose of all. Born with regret, happiness becomes a melody at end. One who is always remorseful will see an easy task as an intractable confrontation. Once again, why am I on earth? Why are you on earth? This is a feeling that is not normal, because you can’t wake up and ask this question : why am I on earth? It’s very scarce. If I  can trek to heaven I won’t bother myself to come back to earth. You know why? Have you heard this statement before : why am I in heaven? Because it has been argued that, heaven is interesting. 

      However, it has been argued that the world is too short, yet man is struggling in his journey, I am wondering  when he will be able to reach the final bus stop of his destination. Instead of thinking about the above topic you tend to think about the death that is coming, you alerted her with your thinking, if not,she would have stayed on her own without interference. As I am writing this, I am picturing myself so that this article will also impact me. If I have no purpose, then what am I doing on earth? If things that are not breathing have purpose and utility, then why am I on earth? Shouldn’t be a problem. Perhaps, the main reason  why man has not discovered his purpose can be traced to the exegeses of religion. When will man be free? What a pity. 

    Why am I on earth? Is it to partake in all social activities? Is it to mock people? Is it to crack jokes and laugh necessarily and unnecessarily? Is it to gain freedom? Is it to build houses and use exorbitant cars? Etc. If all these things I have mentioned are just  additional assumptions, then what is the primary focus? Remember, there is a God who is overseeing all things whether you like it or not. If this is true,”realization” will make us know that all deeds are in existence in order to open some good acts with righteous, so that you may see God. A purposeful life must know God, but some people may say, how about people who don’t know  God yet they are purposeful? It’s lie. Let me carry you to a metaphysical realm may be, you will understand this concept. “It’s so unfortunate that you can’t see their hearts, but within them, there is a strong image of God whispering to them. They won’t mention Him because they understand how it works.”  God is versatile, He comes in different versions. Choose the version you belong . Hence, you will realize why you are on earth. 


   Why am I on earth? Don’t see this question as a common assertion created to mock your identity, but see it as a catapult which will place you to the zenith of your career. Let me tell you the truth, there is nothing on earth, this is an era where youths are going astray because the above topic has been overlooked. Whether you realize your purpose or not, the exit is not free. As I am, I am yet to fulfill my purpose, the concept of time and eternity are almost the same at this point. No where to hide because all things have been exposed. As a matter of fact, every body can speak by using analecta to express, howbeit, at this stage of life, creating a purpose shouldn’t be a challenge.  I will end my thoughts , so that the reader will be able to digest and ignite his or her purpose on earth. 

        What’s your purpose on earth? 




Where is  power? Where is wealth? Where are the mentioned and unmentioned issues? Are they powerless? Let them come out and protest about the journey that is over. The journey is over, but it seems like it’s not over. It is like a film acted to bring the reality to people so that they can feel it like emotions. If a tear should drop it won’t shake the world, so keep your tears because accountability is very angry.  End is coming to an end, even end will be happy because she’s tired of ending disputes that won’t end. 

     At the end, man would address all issues with simplicity, till then, you are not the boss of your life. If you think and reason this, you will know you aren’t. Those words are in existence in order to encourage you. As a matter of fact, people who have died should not be overjoyous,because theirs will be examined critically  for failing to accept the avaliable concepts when they were in existence. As for those who are alive, you know it’s over and you could feel the end which is not near. You have been thinking about the next step, but the interesting thing is, that  crown will be dethroned and the throne will be empty, then the real owner will be enthroned. 

     The time is over, the clock is ticking like a mark of correction. It’s so sad that the journey is over, but if you can see what I am seeing, you won’t say, “the ‘over’ is near”. What will be your position? What is your fate? When the time comes faith will become fate. You know why? You can use your faith to correct your fate in some circumstances, but fate can’t correct your faith. That is why people tend to question your faith, at the end you will have no choice, but to accept your fate.   This is where mankind can’t escape because fate is always waiting 

                     1.  SOLILOQUY 

   Note this :   Well and truly, the journey is over, I will express as if I am not, whereas I am. 

     “I have partook in different spheres of life. I have met different people from  different regions. I have interacted and argued on the basis of good and bad. Now, the journey is over and all tribes are gone, I am the only one soliloquizing all thoughts. Why is this so? There is nothing to hide when the journey is over. Perhaps, it’s already over. “

                     2. SOLILOQUY 

  ”  The first(1) soliloquy should be a dream because I just woke to reality. If the journey is over mankind will return to that dream they once dreamt about which is real. I know what I am saying is not a sensible concept, but what is the essence of sensibility when the myopic ones lack sensitivity? Even the wise ones are depreciating because of their extremism. “

     The purpose of the first soliloquy and second soliloquy is simple. I will breakdown  these  two parts in order for you to understand. The former (1.soliloquy) is a about the dream of mankind while the latter (2.soliloquy) is the concept  of reality. In other words, when you sleep you are unconscious, this implies a dreaming process, but suddenly consciousness erases unconsciousness. The journey is over yet, mankind is unconscious. I know you are confused, are you? Okay, let me explain better :

    “Man is unconscious when dreaming, but suddenly consciousness erases unconscious, thus it ends the dreaming process. In other words, the world is a dreaming process, you are in one activity or the other. Consciousness is naturally a mankind thing, until dream became our world. Now, the journey in the world is over. Consciousness is the only sincere paradigm, if you are conscious you will know  the journey is over because dream can’t replace vision.

    People are applauding you,even life knows the journey is over. She is just faking herself to mankind. Can life be a liar in this journey ? Well, she has nothing to lose because she will exist after death and even when,eternity comes  she will still exist. Life will always become lively to herself .yet, I say, ‘the journey is over’. Mankind has tried enough, he has contributed immensely to the genesis and revelation of this  world. Remember, the world doesn’t care about man’s contributions. As some will say, I am sorry for this announcement, but I am not sorry to say, ‘the journey is over’. 

     If the world is a dreaming process, does this imply that, I am also dreaming? How did I know that the world is a dreaming process? As a result of this, you have embraced a particular belief because of your consciousness that the journey is over. At the end, what you have believed in will be the judge when the journey is over. Yet, THE JOURNEY IS OVER.